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Today is Christmas Eve. Tomorrow is Christmas. I have to clean the house and I"m not sure if I'm going to be looking forward to doing that. I'm not done christmas shopping.......and.......I'm hearing this little voice in my head that is constantly chirping, "your doomed...your doomed" huh...I guess its going to be my funeral sometime soon. (Please dont forget to buy coffee cake). My birthday is 7 days away. Yea baby! I'm soon to be 19 yrs. old ....WATCH OUT WORLD! I dont think I want to celebrate my birthday. I mean the only significant thing about birthdays is that they remind you that your growing old every year. Following that thought, I've been seeing white hair sprouting from my scalp lately. I don't really know what that means...maybe I"m defficient in nutrients or that I"m going to be a premature Granny. (lol) and I haven't yet reached my sixties :)