Our first real conversation--deep and soulful--sincere from the heart. I can come to terms now with my past actions. I won't go to confession this coming week. I feel like I cannot stand before the man of cloth and be condemmed for what I have done--I have commited no sin--this I know. I will be content as to where things stand, and for now I will accept what I have done and in doing so forgive myself in the process.